Post by wolfycrazyemo on Apr 3, 2011 4:31:25 GMT -6
I'm new to this site, i don't quite know how to use it but as there are people on here who obviously are a fan of wolves/ werewolves then i figured you lot maybe able to help, when i was younger i had an hallucination and saw a wolfs head i told my dad and he said i have a curse i think my dads a little mental as i was just a kid but it came a little more clear what he meant recently, actually yesterday something happend i had an overwhelming urge to bite my girlfriend i apparently growled alot and walked on all fours so my girlfriend quoted anyway, im only 13 so maybe its my imagination playing upon me but, i very much worry, as i suffer from depression and now i think im insane? what can i do is it my imagination and for some reason i had an fascination to really rip up my gf's arms and for some reason i had an urge to kind of offer my self to her as a wolf would i feel quite scared of myself all i can think about is blood and meat raw or not and i have become obsessed with wolves what happend to me? please help me?x
Post by James Petrini on Dec 7, 2013 14:46:25 GMT -6
Shrinks won't help... trust me... And you're not crazy it's happened to me more then once and when I get really "emotional" (mostly anger or lust for some reason) my eyes go from hazel to gold... not honey brown or anything, unmistakably yellowish gold eyes. My body runs warmer then average (I'm a human furnace) My sense of smell is crazy good. I can smell things most people couldn't even on a good day... like smelling things from far away or at times to an extremely painfully stronger extent (strong floral scents are like a kick in my face they're so strong) I sense people's aura's can read a person's energy/intents things like that... everything short of swapping forms. People think I'm crazy and I've met a few who are like us or believe it could be possible... and yet no answers other then myths and silliness. If there was a werewolf it would be someone like me. I even grow a nice undercoat in the hair and chops during the winter... I don't "wolf out" but I am prone to extreme bouts of Berserker level rage and strength; I feel a deeper tie to the moon then most, but then again I'm pagan lol. IDK good luck and let me know how you're doing with battling your inner wolf... it's taken me lots of meditation and stress reduction techniques, but I'm learning to control mine. P.S.- Going to the pet shelters is REAL fun... NOT!
Post by slyshadowwalker on Mar 24, 2014 18:24:32 GMT -6
I think, on the topic of "the wolf within", it is in a humans most primal, animal minds, that wolves are our ally. Its like an instinct. That is what makes werewolveism real, its our instinct to run with the wolves, we are the wolves, they are us.
Youre absolutely right. Theres no physical manifestation excepting uyour mannerisms. I was born into a family that taught me to embrace it and for that im very lucky. It gets easier with age but comes with the heavy feeling of being ancient. Ha ha. For a long time i used collars as a symbolic suppression. It helps to have a tangible thing you can focus on. The nature of the beast is so normal to me i cant live without touch and i use cigarettes to dull the senses. But i cut it loose every once in a while. Allowing it freedom soothes the beast and reigning it back in does wonders for learning to control and integrate the beast into your own personality and every day life. Im 23 now and i still have those days when i climb the walls but it WILL get easier.